I have been going to the gym pretty religiously for more than a year. I know that I don't eat great. I am really trying so hard.
Today I took my first belly dancing class at the gym. I did pretty good, I think. But looking in the mirror in the classroom, all I kept seeing is how big my belly is. Why do I have this huge gut? Why am I so heavy?
I am always shocked and surprised when I see myself in the mirrors at the gym. I don't look like that in my mind, but the mirror doesn't lie.
It sucks and is hard and discouraging. But I keep trying.