Friday, January 24, 2014

Trying so hard

I have been going to the gym pretty religiously for more than a year.  I know that I don't eat great.  I am really trying so hard.

Today I took my first belly dancing class at the gym.  I did pretty good, I think.  But looking in the mirror in the classroom, all I kept seeing is how big my belly is.  Why do I have this huge gut?  Why am I so heavy?

I am always shocked and surprised when I see myself in the mirrors at the gym. I don't look like that in my mind, but the mirror doesn't lie.

It sucks and is hard and discouraging.  But I keep trying.

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