Monday, November 9, 2026

I'm a mess!

 The trees into my sister's neighborhood have been blazing with their fall colors.  Then yesterday as I drove in to the neighborhood I saw that the leaves have turned brown and curled up.   Fall is passing and winter is coming.

This is what I wrote to my PS group yesterday:

I've had two falls in the last week and a half.  The first one was on October 25th.  I fell off the small ledge on my sister's patio.  Couldn't get myself up.   Between my sister, step sister and a neighbor I was able to get up- but it was not easy.   Went to my orthopedic practice for x-rays and determined that I have a bad sprain but no broken bones.

On Tuesday I fell again.  This time in my own back yard.   It was dark out my house- my sister was staying the night.  I had taken her dog and my dog outside.  Her dog was on a leash, it was dark and I was trying to hold the leash and flashlight at the same time.   I really don't know how or why I fell, but I was lying in the mud calling for help.   Since I always wear long pants (even pajamas) I have not really looked at my leg beyond my scraped up knee.  The skin feels "tight" when I bend my knee.  This evening I decided to wear a nightgown for a change, and Nick pointed out how bruised the back of my leg is.  Attaching a picture.  Then this evening while I was at my sister's house ( I go there after church every Sunday) I texted Nick at home.  There was no reply.  I tried several times and I finally called him.  I was in a bit of a panic because he was home alone and he always answers his phone.    I finally called him and he said that he did not hear my texts coming in.
about an hour later as I was leaving my sister's house I texted Nick to let him know I was on my way home.   No reply.  Several more texts.  Still no reply. I called him on his cell phone.  No answer.  I called our land line.  Still no answer.  I really fell apart.   I rarely cry, but I was so worried that I really cried.    I headed home, pulled over part way and called again. Still no answer.   I called my sister and asked her to try contacting Nick so I could concentrate on driving.  Finally, he answered- he had been in the shower. 
When I got home Nick was so surprised that I was so upset.   He asked me if I will be this upset when he dies.  I said "no. because I will know where you are".
Sorry this is so long.  I think with caring for my sister and Nick I wad due for a bit of a breakdown.
I am an ugly crier, but, there you go.
 

Ugly crying face!

 


 

 

Right foot with sprained ankle

 
 

 
Bruised left leg and scraped up left knee
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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